Histories Repeating It Self

May 22nd, 2008 by aron02

A warrior of the  light knows that certain moments repeat them self.

He often find himself  faced by the same problems, and situations, and seeing this
difficult situations return, he grows depressed, thinking that he is incapable of making any progress in life.

"I’ve been through all this before," he says to his heart.

" Yes, you have been through all this before," replies his heart. "But you have never been beyond it."

Then the warrior realizes that these repeated experiences have but one aim: to teach him what he doesn’t want to learn.

Warrior Of The Light, A Manual - Pg 10

Jaga Malam Forensik Terakhir

May 13th, 2008 by aron02

Ahh..ini entry pertama yang gue buat dari internet forensik..sambil jaga dadakan demi nunggu pasien ujian..jadi artinya, gue gak bawa baju, celana, maupun sabun n shampo..bisa kebayang gimana jorok dan baunya gue besok >,<…tapi tenang..pagi jem 6 gue berencana pulang buat mandi baru kekampus lagi..

Okay..ada 2 hal unik malam ini..yaitu pertama bahwa DEWI FORTUNA MEMANG SELALU MENYERTAI GUE SETIAP UJIAN..setelah kelmpok gue mendapatkan sederetan penguji2 yang menurut sejarah terhitung termudah di forensik..gue juga bahkan mendapat ujian yang menurut gue relatif sangat mudah..tidak masuk akal..bahkan lebih mudah dari pekerjaan sehari-hari gue..hahaha..dari yang tadinya dikira bakal ujian otopsi, tapi jadi cuman periksa luar biasa..tapi asal tau aja..yang namanya keberuntungan itu tidak pernah gratis boo..satu hal yang pasti bahwa keberuntungan itu akan menghampiri kalo kita memang kerja keras..kalo enggak ya gak bakal dateng..itu hikmah yang gue dapet dari ujian2 gue selama ini..asal tetep serius belajar buat ujian..ada aja kejadian yang gak disangka-sangka yang bikin kita nyengir menjelang ujian..tapi kalo udah nyerah n nganggep enteng..jangan harap bisa dapet hoky..kayak pas gue ujian IKK +_+

Hal kedua adalah gue gagal bikin rekor clean sheet..gue udah 4 kali jaga forensik gak pernah ada visum IGD..dan satu jaga terakhir ini, gue harap gak ada juga biar bikn rekor..tapi ternyata gagal..rekor gue dikotori oleh satu visum gak penting..yah, biar pun simpel banget..tapi tetep aja artinya gak clean sheet..sayang skali +_+..

Ahh..udah lama juga gak bikin entry gak penting kayak gini..asal tulis apa yang kita mau..okelah..skarang setelah bermain 2 game DOTA..gue bakal istirahat dulu dengan tenang sebelum kembali membaca buku ijo forensik..C u

The Alchemist - page 9 to 10

May 8th, 2008 by aron02

"He drank a bit from the wine that remained from his dinner of the night before, and he gathered his jacket closer to his body. He know that a few hours from now, with the sun at its zenith, the heat would be so great that he would not be able to lead his flocks across the fields. It was the time of day when all of spain slept during the summer. the Heat lasted until nightfall, and all that time, he had to carry his jacket. but when he thought to complain about the burden of its weight, he remembered that, because he had the jacket, he had withstood the cold of the dawn.

We have to be prepared for change, he thought, and he was greatful for the jacket’s weight and warmth."

So guys..when u start to complain about things in your life..think again..

The Fray - How To Save A Life

April 30th, 2008 by aron02


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

GP Racer Shadow - Fire Red Velvet (Special Edition)

April 16th, 2008 by aron02

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Helm baru gue..

Akhirnya gue beli juga helm baru..namanya seperti yang bisa lo pada baca diatas (baru tau namanya pas buka internet)..Hari ini gue jalan ama wong ke kebon jeruk 3..kalo yang gak tau itu jalan dari lampu merah harmoni, ato dari roxy, trus jalan kearah gajah mada, setelah lewatin gajah mada dan satu lampu merah, cari puteran..muter..trus perhatiin jalan dikiri..tepat setelah dealer toyota ada belokan ke kiri..belok masuk terus parkir..

Nah terus mulailah gue liat semua toko helm disepanjang jalan itu (ada banyak toko jualan barang lain, pokoknya berhubungan dengan motor)..setelah melalui berbagai proses melihat-lihat..menimbang-nimbang..dan kebingungan-kebingungan..akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk membeli barang yang satu ini..simple..coraknya keren..tapi gak terlalu norak..dan kuatilas cukup terjamiin..INK gitu lho..

Stelah keliling satu kebon jeruk..harganya berkisar dari 325-375rb..gile aje..so geu beli lah yang 325, dia gak mau turun lagi..karena emang paling murah sendiri..

anyway, di internet (www.juraganhelm.com) harganya 360rb..which is sick..jadi kalo mau liat2 model okelah..tapi kelo beli mending jalan sendiri ke keon jeruk 3..jelas lebih murah..tapi gak tau deh untk model lain :P

Shin Heike Monogatari - The New Heike Story (By: Eiji Yoshikawa)

April 13th, 2008 by aron02

Heike_story_1At last, I’ve finished reading this book, so now I think I’ll write something about it. After reread this post, I decided to divide this review into sections.

Why This book, and why write a review about it?
For all of you who didn’t know, first let me tell you that I am always fond of classical Japanese and Chinese literatures. But at this point, I’ve been only reading the Japanese one because not many of Chinese literature has been translated into English (Thats right, I prefer English translation to Indonesian translation). Even if there is, it will be a waste to buy one because my dad actually has tons of Chinese classic, but all in traditional Chinese character. So until I manage to learn the traditional Chinese characters, I’ll still spend most of my reading to Japanese literatures.

        I write this review to share my knowledge about this particular book, to give an insight about what is written in it, and hopefully may influence more others to have interest in Japanese classics. Other than that, this post is also my chance to practice my writing skill and my English.

Background
Yoshikawa’s (Also the author of Musashi, and Taiko) Shin Heike Monogatari (The New Heike Story or known just as The Heike Story) is a re tale of the ancient Japanese history Heike Monogatari (The Tale Of The Heike). It is a part of Japanese history which took place in the Heian period at 11th-12th century, where the warrior class is still under suppression from the nobles and the aristocrats.

        While the original literature consist of three section, Starting from the life of Taira No Kiyomori of the Heike, and the rise and death of Minamoto No Yoshitsune of the Genji. Shin Heike Monogatari is first written in 1951, and is not finished yet, but more than two third of this monumental work has been completed. It describes mostly about the rise of Heike under their chieftain Kiyomori, the power struggle between aristocrats and warriors clans, the ongoing change of Kiyomori’s character, and only a fraction of Yoshitsune’s early life. So i’ll first remind you that for those who wants to read primarily about the life of Yoshitsune, this book is not the right choice for you.

Inside The Heike Story
At that time, the aristocratic Fujiwara clan are the dominant power within the govenrment. They evolved a system of rule that centered in the emperor, and by filling all the important position of the state, The Fujiwara soon made them self the rulers. They kept power in their hands by forcing the abdication of an emperor whenever they saw fit and replaced him with Fujiwara son and grandson, whose mother is a Fujiwara lady, married to the abdicated emperor. The Heike and the Genji are two military family were employed by the Fujiwara as guards at the court. They were called to quell civil disturbances, to repulse warlike monks who entered Kyoto (Japan’s capital at that time) and threatened the authorities.

        Yoshikawa’s story starts with the life of Taira No Kiyomori of the Heike, a young warrior who lives in poverty, where Heike is still considered a low class among the warriors clans. It goes with how Kiyomori manage to rise from the poverty, took place among the respected within the government and at last succeed in making the Heike as the primary warrior clan at the capital. Kiyomori eventually put an end to Fujiwara dominance as well as gained ascendancy over their rival, the Genji, and be the rulers of Japan. It is for the first time in Japanese history where the warrior clan achieve a main role in government.

        While Heike flourished with wealth, and power, The Genji Clan is at its worst after the death of Yoshitomo of the Genji, the clan leader, in Genpei war, a war that was intended to took the power from the Heike, but eventually end with a grim result for the Genji, and the utter dominance of the Heike.

        After the war ends, Kiyomori captured Yoshitomo’s second wive Tokiwa, along with her three children. Tokiwa who was widely known with her beauty as a court lady, was taken as a captive by Kiyomori, resulting a love affair between them, while her children were all spared and exiled. Among them are Minamoto no Yoritomo and Yoshitsune (known as Ushiwakamaru at his younger age), who eventually later in the history took revenge for Genji, and put an end to Heike’s dominance. Yoshitsune who was captivated at the Kurama temple of Mount Hiei was about to forced to took vow as a priest, but he manage to escape at sixteen years old, assisted by a number of loyal Genji retainers, and the Fujiwara. The retainers wear a mask of a long-nose, red-faced demon known as Tengu as a disguise while assisting Ushiwakamaru. The story end when Ushiwakamaru meet his mother for the last time at the capital and head to northeast in the safety of the Fujiwara clan under the protection of Fujiwara no Hidehara the Chieftan.

My Opinion
A very good book. Gives an enormous insight about the life at the capital and the government system that evolve in that era, and describe the evolution of Kiyomori’s character very well, along with the family conflict and love affairs during his life. But in giving the insight about Bushido, the philosophy that dominates the people of Japan, particularly the warrior class, it fails to match two others Yoshikawa’s works which I’ve also red, Musashi and Taiko. and Taiko is still in my opinion is Yoshikawa’s best Work.

Lastly, all comments especially about my writing style and my English is much appreciated. Or to those who just wants to discuss about Japanese classic, particularly this book, you are more then welcome to post your comments.

Kitab kejadian versi dr. Miranda Bailey

April 5th, 2008 by aron02

"In the beginning, God creates the heaven and the earth. At least that what they say. He created the birds of the air and the beast of the field, and he looked at his creation and he saw that it was good. and then God created man, and its been downhill ever since

.

The story goes on to says that god created man in his own image, but there’s not much proof of that. After all, god made the sun and the moos and the stars, and all man makes is trouble.

And when man finds himself in trouble, which is most of the time, he turns to something bigger then himself to love or fate or religion, to make sense of it all."

And there goes the quote of this month..heheheh :)

Catatan Seorang Kawan

March 23rd, 2008 by aron02

Ketika kamu memiliki teman-teman yang kau sayangi, dan percaya bahwa mereka benar-benar adalah teman sejatimu..jangan sedetik pun engkau sia-siakan waktumu selagi bersama mereka..jangan biarkan waktu-waktu itu berlalu begitu saja tanpa arti..Hargailah kebersamaan kalian selama kesempatan itu masih ada..karena akan ada saatnya dimana engkau menyadari, bahwa tidak banyak lagi kesempatan bagi kalian untuk bertemu, bercanda, dan tertawa bersama..akan tiba saatnya dimana semuanya akan berakhir..dan bilamana waktu itu telah tiba..penyesalan adalah hal terakhir yang engkau inginkan..jangan sampai dibenakmu kelak terpikirkan "Seandainya kulalui saat-saat bersama mereka dengan lebih berarti"..karena waktu yang telah terlewatkan takkan pernah kembali..dan waktu dalam hidup ini begitu terbatas..

Friendships are not to be taken for granted..Times are not to be taken for granted..Cherish every moment you have with those special persons around you..for those times will be the color of your life..and those color will only last forever in your heart..

Life is full of color..no matter which color it is..pale or bright..its the color of your life..you are the one who decides which color you would want to have in your life..and you don’t have all the time in the world to decide..

This post is dedicated to all my friends.."You Rocks!!"

and..Happy Easter

Hate

February 1st, 2008 by aron02

Hate…

it is so easy to fall into hatred..every time I feel weak, sad, afraid, uncertain, and helpless..I choose to deny those feelings..feeling to proud to be sad, to proud to be weak, to proud to be afraid and choose to hate those feelings..but in the same time, I didn’t realize, that those hatred is also directed to me..unconsciously it turned out that, the hate that I thought make me stronger was redirected to myself..and it consumes me like hell fire..self denial..a wise man once tell me to make peace with myself..and the only way to reach the peace is to maintain a strict discipline..he is right of course..but until now..believing it is the best that I can reach..while live with it, is totally a different thing..

Tuesday With Morrie - Culture

January 27th, 2008 by aron02

Quote:
"The culture we have doesn’t make people feel good about themselves. We are teaching the wrong things. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn’t work, don’t buy it. Create your own. Most people can’t do it."

~Morrie Schwartz~

Tuesday with morrie..buku yang udah lama slesai gue baca..n slama baca buku ini, banyak kalimat2 yang mengena bagi gue, n gue catet di draft sms Hp gue..so now i just plan to write it down in this blog one by one..just retyping these quotes makes me feel better..i don’t know why..perhaps it represents the ideals in which I believe how things should be..but yet I am still unable to live with it..